Forgivable Future Terrors

I had the trembling again. Echoes from the unimaginable future terrors. The dark future is approaching and it will get me before I reach the end point. This feeling must be forgiven because life is full of incoherent noise twirling down. Maybe I could outrun it by ending things prematurely. But I don't think I have reached that waypoint yet. Unable to pursue but still lasting.