Monday, May 7, 2018

Embrace Decay 1

I'm still scared. Emergency Cooperation. I wanted to declare a mysterious future. He has a driving spirit and lives. We'll meet next morning. But I do not think I will work. You can not get it, but you do not have to wait.

Tragedy Pervert

I adore tragedies. I love seeing how everything builds up into a beautiful mess full of pain caused by misunderstandings and greed. An ironic death caused by good intentions is a delicacy. One by one every abutment will fall in a domino effect. A crying face of a hero and a laughing mouth of an enlightened maniac. Eyes full of despair, devoid of hope. What a sight. Welcome the order, the void, the final unknown.

The Role Models of Living

My failure as a human being is not to accomplish anything meaningful. The role models of living evoke inspiration, but also despair. Without standards there is no failing or succeeding, only a state of limbo. Thus we create the standards for others as for ourselves. The standards of animals are simple to understand but useless for human animals. Maybe what we need is an adrenaline rush, a constant sense of danger, never relaxing. Safety brings degeneracy and depression. Let's try dying again.

Sunday, May 6, 2018

Fade Away

The children will always be dying.
They will always be in pain.
Me too will soon be crying.
We will never find a way.
The world is not for people.
It is, it exists, just because.
I can't wait to fade away.

Thursday, November 16, 2017

Forgivable Future Terrors

I had the trembling again. Echoes from the unimaginable future terrors. The dark future is approaching and it will get me before I reach the end point. This feeling must be forgiven because life is full of incoherent noise twirling down. Maybe I could outrun it by ending things prematurely. But I don't think I have reached that waypoint yet. Unable to pursue but still lasting.

Tuesday, October 17, 2017

Error Prevention Failure Infinite Loop Structure

Errors found roaming on the lines. Line 1a.6 Instant life failure when trying to connect goals with the state of mind. Line 3c.4 Attribute _you can't be assigned to global roles. Line 4e.6  Activity forget() assigned to tools is not recognized as an active actor. Line 9f.9 No value assigned to attribute _endCounter.

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Seinä Laite Pepper Ohje Hot Kone Mies

Tavallinen kone höyryää huoneen nurkassa. Astronauts who went missing lukee otsikkona listan alussa. Take a closer look sanoi mies kaiuttimessa. Just take my word for it hän käski alan uurtajia. Älä Ole Hän Koneellinen Pattern toistaa kuten toistaa. Et voi tietää Kuka On Me ja Kuka on woman in pain. People will pull guns sanoi ääni. Joten älkää aloittako kamppanjoita, joita ette pysty viemään loppuun saakka. ?-¨jEcpa2jh4j=AD_?A0

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Monday, October 2, 2017

Eri sama

Huokaisin ahdistuksesta, kun huomasin sen loppuvan.
Kaikki on tyhmiä paitsi minä, eikä kukaan ymmärrä minua.
Ainoa joka ajattelee näin olen minä ja miljardi muuta ihmistä.
Siksi tapan itseni ja ihmettelen miksi olen ainoa.
Samalla muissa maailmoissa vaeltaa monta muuta kloonia.
Olen atomit, jotka eivät ole erilaisia ja ainoastaan paikka saattaa vaihtua.
Muoto on oikeampaa kuin materiaali, josta kaikki rakentuu.
Naiset ja miehet ja lapset ja kaikkien yhteiset aivoliittymät.
Lopulta olen uskomaton, sillä kuka voisi tätä maailmaa uskoa.
Illuusio todellisuus on kaikki minä olen miksi näin.